Day 64

I lived my life checked out and disconnected,
and I blamed You for my pain.

I saw a father who represented You
make all the wrong the moves, and I thought
that meant I could resent the hell out of You
and Your damn Church.

I still hold all this anger inside, Help me to let it go.
There's no one to fight, no one to yell at.  Just slowly
imploding with resentment. 

May I let go of fear and let in Your love. 
May I be compassionate instead of pointing the angry finger.  Amen.